The Happiest Gal with the wonderful momentzzz..

My blog moves to new "house"

2010-01-16T07:37:00.001-08:00

I'll no longer blog on this anymore. However, I'll be here for the rest of the times..

HAHA..

Enjoy ^^

磨磨我的耐心

2009-12-27T06:47:00.000-08:00

老老Don't you think that you're really unfair!!!

Do you still remember why you ask me to come back?!!

Do you still remember why I don't want to go back?!!

Don't you know that your PRECIOUS son caused a big trouble.

And why kind of reaction you gave me ever since I'm back.

I'm seriously suspect that you're coward to accept the trouble that caused by your son!!??

Remember what you have promise me and what you did on me......

No pain No gain

2009-12-06T05:16:00.000-08:00

永远是在重重的跌倒后，才知道痛。。

Only when fall down, then u'll feel the pain..

U'll know nothing once u'll in the situation..

I hope this will be my very last post here. Maybe I gonna switch, maybe I gonna stop blogging. I just feel like stop everything before others get started.

I stop, doesn't mean that you win.

I stop, doesn't mean that I lose.

I stop is because I love myself more.

Ivy is not mean to bully, but Ivy means to be strong and courage, BRAVE!!

I won't need any support from anyone of you! But I'll appreciate what I have.

I won't let any of my tears drop because its valuable from now on.

No one is worthwhile for me to drop my tears easily.

I promise I'll be stronger and stronger. But not giving you chances to bully me now!!

What happen to me is my problem and my business, I don't want anyone of you to "participate".

I can't stop you from gossiping about me, but I'll "kill" you if I realize that.

I know, from now on, its my time to be independence, although I am, but MORE!!

I know I've wasted a lot of time and youth, its a PAST!!

BUT, I'm willing to do so. Because I love HIM!!

I should stop my tears from falling down, I should stop crying in the night,

I should appreciate what I have now, I should appreciate the TIME I have now..

Nothing and No one would have the ability to stop me from doing what I want to do,

Because, I'm Shan Shan. I know myself more than anyone of u.

to YOU!! especially YOU!!

Don't think you've won, but actually you're the big loser. You'd mean to drive me down but I grow stronger.

You're just a coward dog in front of me while you're just NOTHING to me.

Dare you stand in front and debate with me? I'll make you SLAP yourself OFF!!

Wondering why?

Because, I'm always the WINNER!!

What I have now!!

1. A little bit of saving

2. "willl be" certified_Degree certificate in Bachelor of Business(International Business) from Swinburne University of Technology.

3. Knowlegde

4. Time

Is time for me to fight for my victory after ONE week of resting and relaxing. Hope to see all of you next time, strictly YOU! Because I want to show you that How WINNER can be winner?!!...

Graduate loo

2009-12-01T02:45:00.000-08:00

I'm here to announce that, I'm permanently out from Exams and Assignments. Yea yea...

The moment I dotted the last full stop for my paper this morning, I felt extremely tired. I feel myself face green green. 考到脸青青。。but this is true when I went in to the washroom.

4 years..Just realize that I've stay in Kuching for 4 years. So NOW, where should I go? Big planning for my future now and everything is in the progress. Hopefully I'll have a different 2010 and forever in my future.

Went to shopping for daily use with Christy today..This is my very 1st time I shop without thinking of anything. I go shopping because I wanted too...OMG!! Its great...

Going to gather with friends tonight for celebration..Waiting for my bunch of Acc friends to graduate together.. Promise to accompany Pei for during her final next semester.. Looking forward for my Paris Trip next year..OMG!!! I'm so happy..

To YOU!! Particularly U!! I'm graduated for my DEGREE!! I'm a DEGREE holder...Don't envy with me and don't accidentally step on your feet..I'll be laughing out loud!! HAHA....I got a LOT of time to "play" the game with you now...HAHA...I got my blacky head that cover the whole of u..因为你没有那么大的头来带这帽子！！

Although I'm graduated but I'm unemployed..Start my work tomorrow...Wish myself LUCK although I'm always the luckiest one...

Rambutan Eating Competition...

2009-11-26T10:11:00.000-08:00

Rambutan Competition... But I lose at the 1st 3 minutes... He's still continue..So play around my camera loo...

Mouth full of rambutan..Luckily its sweet...HAHA...

Hey, I was wondering how if you really finish the whole thing that night..HAHA...

Some more? Now is DURIAN!!

@.@

2009-11-23T04:21:00.000-08:00

Everything come in an "O" and "O~~~" see the different?
Everything come in "CHEH!" and "CHEr~~~" see the different?

Which one you prefer? Nothing I like here. CHEH!!! O!!!

Stupiak phrase. Spoil my ONLY resting mood today. Hmmph.. (ANGRY)

Was wondering what the hell I'm doing now. Is FINAL! I'm blogging for nothing and Plurk for nothing. I know I shouldn't, but Yet I'm still here...

Killing of all the stupiak Lazyworm. But where' s the bookworm?!! Someone ate my bookworm!! lame =.=lll but I enjoy it.

This post is particularly for a stupid that "interested" in my personal life. Woohoo...You're fucked up. Is not for all of you but YOU!! You know who you are!! SISSY!! (for me)

Now, if you think my blog is lame then GET OUT you stupid little kid. You're fucked up on what you've done to me and my life. I'll always remember how you stupid little doggy trying to "monitor" my life under your stupid little useless microscope.

I'm gentle enough to settle this. Haven't feel what I've done?! Because I'm clever than you.
Trying to think that I'm too proud. Yaya!! (PARTICULARLY FOR YOU) I am. I gonna graduate in degree in ONE MORE WEEK.

Think of it. I spent 4 years to get my little blacky hat with hardwork. But you!! Spending extra years monitoring my life but only get the certificate but complaint for life everyday on your page?! You're suck MAN. (woo..Girls no worry) HAHA...I'm obviously get higher degree than u!! HAHA..

p/s You're the worst, compared to others although you "study" more. You CHILDISH!!

Tired of scolding people in my blog. But who care! Someone is so interested in "reading" it bar.. HAHA...

Feel the spice? Congratulations... Don't cry because I'll be laughing. HAHA

It's valuable for me and NOT FOR SALE present. Thanks.

2009-11-19T18:16:00.000-08:00

The BEST present I got today and in my life.

Tears can't stop rolling down.

U might think that I'm "action" or "pretending". But people who know my story, you'll understand.

I love u.

Time not enough, Not enough Time and HAPPY 999 DAYZ

2009-11-19T17:34:00.000-08:00

Study in library until late night recently with friends.

Have less motivation this semester with no reason.

The layout of the library had been change which is very uncomfortable with current situation.

Have to choose table and places. Next week I must get a empty, yet unlocked, classroom for my super, hyper revision.

Proudly to announce that,

This is my last and VERY LAST examination in my life. Of course, its time for me to face the reality of the world. =S nervous indeed.

So, what to do with this laptop after this, Hmmm...it is just a simple laptop for my assignments and study throughout the course. Feeling like getting a new, yet advanced and economical laptop after this. Budget: RM4,000.

Was wondering what I'm gonna do after this? Master or Manager.. Hiak Hiak..

Hope to end all this earlier and I can Have a good rest after that.

Recently during this minute and second,

I miss ling so much.. Hope to see him soon.

Happy 999 days..HAHA

Oh yeah

2009-10-19T05:11:00.000-07:00

Strike.. ONE GOAL DOWN!!!

Yea HOO!!! U're damn bullshit to put yourself in the position. But at least, you're right. HAHA!! You put yourself in the very RIGHT position. AhahaHAHAhahaHAHA...

Caution: woo

I'm not trying to point on someone here because you know me damn well. HAHA... I do respect people in my very 1st position. BUT, if it's in another way round, you're fucked up!! BULLSHIT!!!

Someone may think that will this make me happy? But I tell you!! I'm happy with my situation now. AT LEAST, I do something is kindly accepted by public. I just want to let you know that, you're regret in future if you treated people or look down at people that you never know. STUPIAK...

Hey, stupid! You know what. There is a lot of way of doing thing and "settle" thing and also "puek" something. But the method you exercise, is only usable for kids. It's not even reach my standard yet. You know, you havent reach my "kam".

Phiew..one goal down..Somemore to go. But the game is getting more interesting.

Kindly advice:

Reason why I never get angry like you guys is because I did the thing that kindly accepted and morally. Sit down and think back what you've done. I'll never feel regret on what I did because I know I'm right. I BET.. until now, you still don't know what u've done wrongly.

因为我对得起天地良心!!你(们)的方法反而天理不容!! 先想想,为什么你们会那么在意我做的没一件事!! 1) 你们太多事,不然就是吃饱没事做. 2)你们心虚!!反而想知道我的感想!!我不是普通的人!!你们终有一天会因为你们对我的"关心"而后悔.

Aiyo.. cheer up la... gambate...Jia you!!! YIAKS!!!! Faker..

2009-10-18T06:42:00.000-07:00

MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS BEFORE OTHERS. ESPECIALLY WHEN IT'S BETWEEN ONLY TWO PERSONS.

NO MATTER HOW MANY OPINION YOU HAVE, THAT IS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS.

IF YOU THINK YOU'RE RIGHT, THEN HAVE A MEET WITH ME. BUT IF YOU DON'T DARE TO HAVE MEETING WITH ME, THEN LET EVERYTHING GO NATURALLY.

BUT WHO CARE WHAT YOU'VE SAID. IT JUST A SMALL WARNING TO YOU THOUGH.

YOU ONLY KNOW 90% OF IT BUT I KNOW 110% OF IT. NO MATTER HOW MANY YOU KNOW, I KNOW MORE THAN YOU. YOU MIGHT THINK THAT I'M NOTHING. YOU'RE WRONG! I RESPECT ALL OF YOU BUT WHAT THE HELL YOU'VE DONE!!

THE GAME IS JUST TO START! I WON'T DO WHAT YOU DID BUT I'LL DO WHAT ACCEPTED PUBLIC_LY. I BET AND I SWEAR.. NO MATTER WHAT I HAVE DONE ALL GOES WITH EVIDENCES AND MORAL!

THANKS FOR GIVING ME A CHANCE TO KNOW WHAT EXACTLY BUSYBODY ACT! AND FEELING SO HAPPY THAT I'M JUST NOTHING FOR YOU! WOOHOO..THEN THIS WILL BE MY VERY 1ST CHALLENGE HERE.

PEOPLE WHO KNOW ME, YOU KNOW ME. BUT JAGALAH THIS SECRET.

This post is strictly for self entertainment, if you think you're not the one. Welcome for open comments (for only this post) and enjoy the rest of others ya.

QUOTED FROM MY FRIEND, YOMI

You mess with one of us but you'll be meeting all of us.

Recently...

2009-10-09T13:01:00.001-07:00

Busy with my study.

Got a new friend, HAMSTER. I name it PuiPui because she really very fat.

Hmmm....Everything are complicated but I enjoy my life now.

Because, I "killed" group of stupiak.

Be Fair on what I've done.

2009-09-17T19:41:00.000-07:00

Hope everything will stop after today.

Damn Fuck.

Toilet = Jamban.

2009-09-17T08:13:00.000-07:00

Kinda enjoy my life now. Enjoy with funny and disgusting gossips.

Finally I know the power of word-of-mouth. Previously, my marketing lecturers told us we can sell or advertise our products through word-of-mouth. Now I realise how powerful it is after 1 month of "enjoying".

I stop gang of people to stop it, although I know they're trying to joke with me. Sorry if I said something bad. But next time don't wait me outside washroom. There's a lot of place.

Ahem...I wish to watch Final Destination 4 and Singapore comedy. hiak hiak...

Everyone

2009-09-17T08:03:00.000-07:00

IF YOU WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH, FEEL FREE TO EMAIL ME OR LEAVE ME MESSAGE.

STOP ASKING ME IN SCHOOL OR OFF SCHOOL.

I AM WHO I AM!!

I meet new friend!!

2009-09-17T03:27:00.001-07:00

It's beside "Fish market".. Its nice to know this Old man. I love to eat at his house!!

Ahem, Final Destination or 吓到笑? 2D or 3D.

Hiak Hiak...

Any comments?

Look HERE!!!

2009-09-17T01:40:00.000-07:00

I KNOW WHAT YOU KNOW, BUT YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT I KNOW!!

Who do you think you are? A man or A sissy?

Hey, this is the first time I realise that boys like to gossip. Woo...SISSY..SHIT!!!

Hey, try to make yourselves educated before saying something. Your words may sound nice, BUT, try to do it in another way. The words you said, the advice you gave sound selfish and stupid and CHILDISH!!!

By the way, bear your own business before start to step on others bother. I'm very generous already and there's a limit.

I'm actually not the one you see or you think, I'm the one you never know. Someone regret before, you guys can go and join that fellow to be gang. I said it, I mean.

大人做大事，小事就留给你们这些小人做！！

别对号如坐，除非你心虚！！

Stop gossiping while you don't know everything.

Waiting for Report.

2009-09-14T10:16:00.000-07:00

I'm not in the mood the whole day. I'm waiting for the report that will be out tomorrow. WTH!!

However, I got support from my beloved. He's not longer available. He's mine.

To all the stupids,
Hey, deal with your own business before start commenting on others life@relationship and etc. Ya, I admit it may be a good advice but there are ways for advising your friend, but not too selfish. For the 1, you know, don't ever think that you're adorable to keep everyone attention on you. Remember that, this is not usable on everyone. YOU HURT SOMEONE AND PEOPLE MAY HATE YOU! Stop it before I get lose control. I said it, I mean it.

Ivy..

2009-09-12T11:44:00.000-07:00

I hit my head at July when I went to UK Fun fair. I was playing with don't what and hit my head seriously.

Effect: This few days I can't even sleep the whole day. I can feel pain and vibration on the part that get hit. The most is I can feel something wrong to my sight when I was driving. The "light" was off and on in few seconds. Also, because of this, I fell down in the toilet and seriously hurt my back now. Double bad lucks are coming to me which I really don't know what to do now. I don't know how to ask for help.

Surfing in the internet for further information, showing that it can be temporarily and also permenantly. Of course, it will be a good news if it happens temporarily. How if permenantly? Ever since I was born, I got darkness phobia. I can't stay alone without light at all. I'm wondering if one day I live in dark! BLACK!!!

Ling, I can memorise that thick eyes brow with small eyes and spec. A big nose and a big mouth that eat a lot. Long hair that is permed and coloured. Very tall with big tummy.

Hihi.. Suddenly feel ok with it. Wow!! Figuring what should I do now.
Ya, 1st thing, kick out all the stupid obstacles that think that he or she is so adorable and invitable. Don't make any decision or conclusion since you don't know everything.

Starting of new semester

2009-08-17T04:53:00.000-07:00

As usual, week 1, talking about all the subject outline which now rename as unit of course outline. =S

Get know of new lecturer who we knew some of them already.

Week 2,
We're having "quiz" today which I don't think there is a question at all.

Our Asia Business Context lecturer wrote this,
Last week, I said in social science there are no right or wrong answers. I asked a question, and a female student replied with an answer. Then, I asked other students, saying do you agree with that answer? A majority of the students said "NO". Do you think the female student's answer is wrong? Yes or No and why?

Our comments:
What is he trying to ask us?
What is the question he asked to that female student?
What is the answer of that female student?
Why we say no?
Why yes? and Why No?
Who is that female student?

Finally, we came out with only one sentence, Majority always win.
He said, WOW...good answer..
=_=lll sweat la...

Start out lecture. Talking about Tsunami and charity which is nothing related to our course at all. Saying our friend, Stephen is procupine? haha... =S Me and Weoi even plan to get CP at the end of the semester after we realised that we only cover 2 slides in 2 hours which the slides are always been taught briefly as an introduction.

Other subjects. NO COMMENTS.
Enjoy International Human Resource Management with sleepy mode.
Enjoy International Investment and Tax with new rules and regulations. HAHA
Enjoy Transnational Business Practices by understanding different cultures from different countries.

I lost my Baby

2009-08-06T19:58:00.000-07:00

I regret for doing everything. I lost my last property.

Will I have some more chance?

The answer is: NO. Just pass everything to GOD!

Lost: Laughter

2009-07-31T03:51:00.000-07:00

ATTENTION!!!

I'm looking for my laughter and smile back. Anyone who found it contact me through any method you know.

You'll get rebate that out of your expectation!!

____________________________________________________________________

...

2009-07-31T00:30:00.000-07:00

What I've done to get myself into such situation?

I respect everyone and anyone, even strangers. But was fool like shit when they knew that you're such a failure. Try to respect other situation although once drop into hell.

Don't laugh because its not a joke. Someone is suffering behind.

Farming Day

2009-06-28T06:26:00.000-07:00

A very weird Sunday with a weird mood.

I went to Alex's Uncle's Farm @ Kaka Farm with dear and his friends. A big group of friends with 6 boys and 3 girls. What should I say, except my dear, I'm not part of the group at all.

However, I did enjoy awhile by taking small animals pictures around when they were busy taking pictures with the sniper. XD I played with it with 3 shots, with 2 shots strike on the target, the tins that they placed. Wow.. Feel that I'm not that weak at all in targeting and shooting. HAHA!!The small house in the farm. Hmmm... Actually my Chai's family owns one as well in Bintulu. When I reached there just now, I can feel the familiarity as I enjoy staying in such place.

The goats in front of the small little house. They are having their "high tea". According to the uncle there, one of them is pregnant, means that, expected mummy goat.

Guessing? Is this the expected mummy goat?The kiddy goat.

The moo moo cow..Another snap shot of moo moo cow..

Fishy fishy...
The squarrel. According to the uncle there, he said that this is limited addition. WOW ><

Small durian. Thinking of open it up just now. But don't know why I didn't. HAHA!!

Blackie Doggy. I asked the aunty there about the bottle. She said that, when the bottle is filled with water, it will indeed become the obstacle for the dog to run faster. This is to avoid Blackie chasing the chicken and hens there. HAHA..

I even heard she said " 1 kg RM13." HAHA..

I did enjoy by taking pictures alone. The main difference of this farm @ KAKA farm with mine at Bintulu is- I ever met big snake in the one at my place. haha..

Happy 21st to me..

2009-06-18T07:48:00.000-07:00

I'm legally 21st today.
Feeling myself getting older and older. But getting happier and happier this few days although its final exam.
haha..

Hmm..short talk about my final.
International Business Law- out of my expectation. Overall satisfactory.
International Trade Strategies- Thanks a lot to my study group. =)
International Finance- Haven't start study but looking forward for it.

Talking back to my birthday..
A lot of people I have to thank too for sending me wishes throughout the day.
Ricky, Ares, Aurthur, Elsa, Siat Yee, Siaw Chiew, Pao Pao, Delwin, Freeman, West, Christy, Serena, Cui Han, Ex classmates in Bintulu, Omg..many many people from facebook and hp..some are not listed because there is a long name list there..hihi...
THANK YOU!!

After my exam, Ricky had planned a small celebration for me. Del, Ricky, Pao Pao, Freeman, West (boys gang), Elsa, Christy, Siaw Chiew and me (girls gang) went over to Secret Recipe. We had our light meal there and I got a Cheese Cake from Freeman and Donuts from Ricky. woohoo..Chocolate somemore.. Enjoy alot there as I even steal their food while they were enjoying talking.

Night time..
My time with my date. I got a small cute present from him which indeed touched me.
My Okui got a new companion..

Mickey Mouse and O kui..
New member for my dear..thanks a lot dear..hihi...
Enjoy talking and playing with this two little things after a small piece of cake and bao bao..haha..

Happy Birthday to me..

2009-06-18T07:34:00.000-07:00

* Nothing much..but thanks to all my friends for the post.. =)

Oh Yeah

2009-06-14T08:47:00.000-07:00

Relax myself before final is always best for me.

Busy for the whole week and days, finally I stole 2 hours to relax myself. Of course, my date with my Darling.
Thanks Darling. Muaks.. small secret present for u.

The weather was extremely hot however, laughter and smile never melt all the way. I released my useless stress and rebate with more energy and "stamina" for my study.

Gonna face my final soon. Wow Wow..Energy back back for study.
Good luck to my classmates.

Anyway, just a simple post before I stop for my final. Gonna sleep soon.

Last but not least..

OH YEAH!! I've solved everything that finally I can be an ordinary girl. Woohoo...

给我听好!!!

2009-05-26T06:28:00.000-07:00

我决定的事是不会因为你们的三言两语而改变.

更不希望你们多事!路是我开的!我有我的方法!我从来没要你们担心,还谢谢你关心!

泼我冷水会让你们后悔!因为会有反弹的时侯.我不出声不代表我怕!我没怕过!

我尊敬你们!拜托你们别让我讨厌你们!

hold your spec carefully in case you'll drop it in future.

Ivy

2009-05-17T09:26:00.000-07:00

When I did it, I mean it sincerely.
When I said it, I mean it sincerely, too.

I do what I wish to do. I do what I want to do.
At last, I succeed.
After I do/did what I want to do and what I'm willing to do, I feel that one more BIG step closer between you and me.

Automatically,
I never feel upset of doing everything I did. I enjoy it. Learning new things and upgrading the old things.

Never forget the evening when I learn how to cook spaghetti in the kitchen alone. Wondering how surprise will you the moment you open the cover of the dinning table. Wondering your smile after have the first taste of my 1st cook.
I did it. I saw your smile but yet still force you to praise me. Hiak Hiak..=P

You know.. This is actual me. HAHA XD
I miss the hug from you saying THANKS and LOVE.
I miss the kiss on my forehead that make both of us smile.

Looking forward for another chance to do so as i enjoy a lot.
Don't forget our promise.

Darling, I love you.
Muaks..

Something Special to say

2009-03-16T11:06:00.000-07:00

I got a special week..

I miss you voice, I miss you hug hug and I miss the moment I was pampered.

I miss the cicak too..I miss the bu bu...hihi..

I want to be a piggy. Be your forever piggy..

... ... ...

2009-02-24T09:28:00.000-08:00

每天闭眼睛和开眼睛前后, 我真的很想让你开开心心的聊天。因为那是我唯一很有安全感的时候.我愿意牺牲我一辈子的欢笑来换你的好心情。我也愿意用我平常的哑巴来换你一声微笑。

跟你在一起，我没想过会成为你的负担。我唯一想做的是你背后永远支持你的老婆。老公，这几年如果不是有你我永远都只活在自己的小小世界。

我的独立，变成别人眼里的骄傲自大。我一直以来都想做别人喜欢的人，仿而变成人家眼里的笨蛋。被欺负了只能怪自己活该。

对这些战火，我已经很累很累了.我已经没力气为自己说什么.我不想解释太多.我不要成为别人的负担.我想永远做回以前的自己.再辛苦也好.我不想自己一个人.因为我有了你..我不会成为你的负担, 相反, 我会试着走进你的世界, 陪你过你开心和不开心的每一个时候.

Mr. Big SHORT MAN!!! You pissed me off.....

2009-02-12T19:47:00.000-08:00

This few days I heard a lot of different and ridiculous version and type of Daughter In Law that is most preferable.

One of the most sarcastic is one of the old man saying that his daughter in law must be beautiful and fashionable. WHAT THE FUCK??!!! One of his son has a girl friend that is totally different from what that stupid old man want. WHAT DO U MEAN BY NICE AND FASHIONABLE? any other extra condition or not?

As I know, that little girl looks quite ok also. Just she seldom make up and wear sexy sexy. She is more friendly indeed. I like to talk with her also. Anyway, congratulation in advanced for your coming wedding. "He" will be a very nice hubby. But another officially daughter in law like to make up every time but never help up in housework and even office work. Know how to waste money to make herself look nice to entertain the old man.

WHAT THE HECK? Who do u think you are? DATO? PM? or president..You just a old man with extra bucks in your pocket. Its your future daughter in law..not the model of your family..CRAZY!!!!!

The wife of the old man is also satu hal. Support what the husband said. CHEH...beware...Next time the daughter in law wont call your husband "Daddy" but "HONEY" next time. HAH!!!!! you gonna give up your big bed. HUH!!!!!

Don't bother my thingy and my life. I'm not asking you to pay for my fee or my life. Beware of yourself first. Kinda pissed off now !!!!!!

Happy New Year

2009-01-03T22:11:00.000-08:00

Wow.. It had been a donkey months for not update my blog.

Quite a bit busy nowadays. Start working at my dad's company, become an office girl, writing bills, collecting money, answering telephone, doing simple quotations, serving customers and etc. Kinda fun in the office and learn something new as well. Also, I sleep in the office. HAHAHAHA!!!!

Back to my hometown, Bintulu, since Christmas. Celebrating Christmas in the bus, cos back home by bus which take about 12 hours. Sleep after I reach and enjoy my few days holidays before start working. However, was along during the countdown of 2009. Watching the fireworks along through my room window ALONE!!! However, I still on call with my date. hihi...

Miss him a lot nowadays and also all my friends in Kuching. A lot and a lot. Wishing you guys happy new year and happy advanced Chinese New Year. haha..
GONG XI FA CHAI..

Im going back for my study at the beginning of March. Erm.. Is doing my last year before I enter to the brand new year. So it is my time to plan what to do right after I graduate. Should I continue my master? (which I wish to do so) or start working? ( which my mum was thinking)..haha

Earlier prediction: The coming 2 semesters will be the most suffering semester because I have to take the subjects that I would like to avoid previously. Finance, Investment and Taxes...OMG!!!!!

Anyway, some words for my friend, ALDRIN..
Aldrin, if not mistake you are going to Australia soon kan? Wish you all the best and keep in touch ya. Also, don't forget to online or update your blog soon so we will know how's life there..haha...Come back every holiday ya.. haha...

...

2008-12-19T09:53:00.000-08:00

NEVER BELIEVE ANYONE THAT YOU ARE NOT CLOSE WITH FOR A LONG PERIOD.
SHORT TERM FRIENDSHIP IS ALWAYS DANGEROUS.

FRIENDSHIP..
NEVER HAVE LONG TERM OR SHORT TERM.
PEOPLE THAT REALLY SINCERELY TALK WITH YOU WILL ALWAYS WITH YOUR FRIEND.
PEOPLE WHO FIND YOU ONLY WHEN THEY NEED YOU IS NOT A FRIEND.

NEVER EASILY POSITION A PEOPLE IN YOUR FRIENDS LIST IN A SHORT PERIOD.
YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT HE OR SHE WILL DO NEXT.
BEWARE OF BITCHY FRIENDS. BE CLOSER WITH YOU BUDDY.

FRIENDS WILL BE THE ONE WHO WILL LAUGH AT YOU WHEN YOU TELL HIM OR HER YOUR PROBLEM BUT ASSIST YOU IN THE END. maybe you're asked me why.. This will indeed show that how close you are. The moment you friends laugh at you is trying to cheer you up. However, if there is no assistance in the end, the people who laughing at you is trying to spam your life.

I'm so lucky to meet real friends more than fake friends. Feel lucky to have a bunch of buddies in University and small group of friends (although they're guy) outside university. That's where I know him..hihi..

To: nobody

2008-11-13T10:22:00.000-08:00

This is the letter to Nobody.

Whom who concern,

I can I know who are you? From the phrase I saw from my chatroom, I realised that you are not happy with me. Nothing much I can said, but I think u've mistaken me. Let me tell you a story.

How much I wish I never been through September and October. The horrible months I have. But really nothing much I can do but then just walk and goes slowly to been through everything. Everything happen in a sudden without reasons and without any signals.

Ya, you're right. When I was sad I really talked to a gal that I always talked to. But I lost this gal for 2 months. I bet that this gal is in a tough situation, she might be sad, she might be crying now. But then at that moment, I really don't have the power to comfort anyone. I used up all my energy to stop myself from crazy_ing or depress.

I met this gal during the month, from her face, I realised that she's not in mood on meeting me in the car of one of her friends. I was lying on the car cushion, by just giving/ receiving a smile. That is the time I really rest myself off from all the war around me. Finally I made up and everything reach to November.

I was trying to find this gal. I ever went near to this gal office. I was standing outside peeking. I never dare to walk in, cause I realised that this gal has lost her smile and laughter she had previously. I went off and finished up the things I need to do nearby. I've called this gal for thousand of times, send her lots of messages. She's angry, she's upset. But REALLY!! I've used up all the power to do anything I have to do. I'd cried in his hug, louder and louder. I've shouted for thousands of times.

I need HIM a lot now, due to all the tough situation I've been through, no matter a hug or a call. But I miss and worry about that gal as well. I don't know what I can do to reach this gal now. But I promise when my problems come to the end, everything will be alright.

Nobody, cheer up. Maybe Im not a good friend to cheer u up but I can be a good listener and reader. I don't mind to read any msg u leave in my chatroom.

Miss you so much ling..

p/s goo, where are you? why you never answer my call lately.

Do I change a lot in 2008?

2008-11-01T12:38:00.000-07:00

My Long Hair at the beginning of 2008..

My First time to PERM my hair..Corn Perm

My very FIRST try to cut short hair..

My very First try to have fringe..

Recent me. With reddish highligh and dark purple dye..

p/s I look pale in this picture because I was suffering stomachache. Obviously I was in the toilet. XD

I have not much to talk about in this post. Need lot of time to rest to have all my energy back for FINAL EXAM at the end of November.

Gambate..

Photo

2008-10-23T11:29:00.000-07:00

New Hair style..

But never change my mood and luck..

I really need a big big hug from you, ling..

2008-10-23T11:02:00.000-07:00

A week with 7 days..
But mine seems like 7 years for this particular week.

I'd met a lot of questions which I can't really explain by words.
I cried a lot, almost every night before I sleep. I try to recall what I'd done, what I'd said. But there is nth to prove me wrong. I just do what I said, say what I did. I never care whether you choose to believe or not because I don't lie at all.
Whatever I did is not accepted but whatever they did, exactly same as mine, you praise them.
I was doing the thing that you would accept but you didn't.
Can you imagine my weeks/month with scoldings and yelling.

Handphone is considered as a usefull tool for connections with people around the world or a good way to communicate with people without looking at him or her. BUT for me its sucks. I called the one I have to call to explain everything clearly I got scolded all the time. When I called the one I wish he can accompany me he started to be frustrated because of my stuff.

I'm sorry. Until now, I really don't know what is happening exactly NOW!! I wish someone can tell me but no one there understand and dare to analyse for me. I know that this case is a sensitive stuff. I knew it but I don't know. (I know this phrase is weird but it's my feeling now.)

This is for you, ling...>>>>>

Ling, I have to say thousand of sorry for what I've did this month. It's all out of my control. Everything happened without my expectation. What I get is scoldings but what I missed is the chance of explanation. I wish to explain all the time when I met it but I was stopped. Maybe you're right. I'm stubborn. But I still have to respect them. Frankly speaking, whenever I called you I expected to be scolded by you. I'm afraid. I think and filtered everything when I talked in case I "put on" the fire. Is tough for you to have such "nee" but I'll try to recover myself. Give me a chance to do it. Give me a shoulder to lean against with. I won't need you to help me to do
everything but what I need is YOUR SHOULDER for me to lean against with.

There are some words that I never dare to tell you face to face or on call. I'm afraid that I can't control my emotion. I hope you don't blame me on what I did this few weeks, month. I'm really sorry and I really look forward for a BIG BIG HUG from you. I admit. I NEED IT!!! To feel care and warm. I admit I NEED THE BIG HUG FROM YOU, LING!!!

BEAR THIS IN MIND!!!

2008-10-10T05:51:00.000-07:00

I'm generous. But there's limit.
I'm still an ordinary girl regardless on how generous am I.
I'll jealous without telling anyone of you!
I'm gentle"lady" enough for not breaking your ego feeling.
I HATE sharing like you and any GIRLs /boys.
Stand in my position and think before you start yelling "what the hell!"

I HATE sharing. Including my study, my life, my stuff and even my love, my boy, my ANYTHING!! There're mine. Stamped my name on it early.
Everything in the PAST is HISTORY! PAST=HISTORY.
NOW and FUTURE there are MINE!!!MINE!!! is the area that you are NOT allowed to step in and YOU ARE NOT SINCERELY INVITED!!

I'm not selfish. But I need respect.
You are NOTHING to comment about my life on my everything or how I treat someone or anyone.
This is me. You haven't know me well.
However,
Just remember..I'm generous with limitation. My limitation is kind enough to serve everyone on earth. Don't go over my limit.
I'll keep everything, everyone, every and every with me only once I start to angry.
I look so weak in front of you because I respect you as my FRIEND(s). Frankly speaking, I'm not the one you see. I'm the one you NEVER know.

I'm SICK!!!

2008-09-02T11:05:00.000-07:00

Today, I'm sick. I feel myself extraordinary this morning when I woke up. I feel like crying. I feel so so so different this morning that I never behave like that before. Cry easily and miss my dear alotz more. The weather this morning is so cool and cold. I can just put down all the curtain and sleep. BUT I can't. Force myself to wake up and went to campus for classes.

During the afternoon class, I started feeling dizzy and can't even walk straight. In the class, I can't even concentrate. After that, feeling to vomit. Rush to toilet..Hard time for me in the toilet as I can't even stand straight. Vomit all the water i drank the whole day. Kinda sad in the toilet and tears dropped a lot. @@

*nothing much I can say. Pictures explain everything.

I felt "pale" but quite ok in the morning before class. Can realise that my face is so extraordinary reddish.

I went to visit Dr. Lu during the dinner time. I felt like dying before that. I called him to fetch me to clinic in a rush time. WOW!!
Thanks ling to save me on time..haha..

The doctor gave me 4 packets of pills. Seems that I gonna eat medicine instead of sweets for the whole week.

The medicine for gastric. 4 tablets per day. Have to finish all.

To prevent dizzy and vomit. 3 per day but just consume if it is necessary.

Anti-biotic. 3 per day. Must finish all.

Pain killer. 4 per day.

As a conclusion, I have to eat 14 pills a day. WOW!!!

No more chocolate!

No more snacks!

No more soft drinks!

No more staying awake late in night!

More water!

More rest!

More sleep!

This is the contract I signed with ling. Hope I don't breach it.

Get well soon

~to me!!

Still got tons of assignments for me to do.. =(

The art of Kiss

2008-08-31T10:42:00.000-07:00

1. Kiss on the hand
I adore you

2. Kiss on the cheek
I just want to be friends

3. Kiss on the neck
I want you

4. Kiss on the lips
I love you

5. Kiss on the ears
I am just playing

6. Kiss anywhere else
lets not get carried away

7. Look in your eyes
kiss me

8. Playing with your hair
I can't live without you

9. Hand on your waist
I love you to much to let you go

I read it from my mail. And I realised that I received the similar emails previously. I can't confirm and prove that issit true because it sounds like so different from what I predict. Anyway, just share what I saw.

I'm here..Flying by..

2008-08-29T09:38:00.001-07:00

I got a different mood today.

I was awaken by my alarm at 5.30 am. I realised that there was heavy rain and storm. WOW!! Water is coming in through the window above me!! I just wake my lazy body up to close the window in case I get electric shocked if the water split on the switch near me!! @@..

After I wake him up, I change my alarm to 730am and sleep back. For sure, I wake up on time for my revision that I planned the day before. I don't have class the whole day. But, I sit in front of my pc and book for the whole day. I was not in mood ot do any research for my assignment so I just read the lectures slides and text books so as to get any ideas for my assignments. FINALLY, after the whole day of struggling, I read all the 4 subjects, revising all the lectures slides that had be tought in class.

I end my study at 7pm and go take care of my small little nephew. I make milk to feed him. Change his diapers and clothes. Even clean his bed sheet for him to lye on. WOW!! After that, when I was trying to study back, I realised that my eyes are totally dry and bit redish when I looked at the mirror. A bubble talk popped above my head " Is time to rest! @@" haha..so just keep every neat and nice. My cousin is so kind to sponsor me one second-hand table lamp, and it suits my needs if I study at mid nite. I try it. Its NICE!!! AWESOME!!

The new look of my study table when I'm using my table lamp..

Stuying..studying..studying...

Tired!!

2008-08-22T11:42:00.000-07:00

Its 2.43 am early in the morning. I just finish my tutorial question of FIB partially and I'm tired. I drank alot of nescafe to wake myself up at least to finish half of it. Luckily I meet my target. I've no longer have energy to break my target so just stop there and start blogging.

New semester starts. This semester I'm taking 4 tough/main subjects. A friend of mine, Justin Sim(I gonna say your name out), he's taking 2 main subjects and 2 elective subjects that really make his life much more easier. He just has to focus on 2 main subjects with average assignments and 2 elective subjects which are small case for him. OMG!!! HOWEVER!!! mine is SU*Ks..I'm taking Transnational Marketing, HRM in Contemporary Organisations, Foundations of International Business, and Marketing Research. 4 main subjects with main assignments in ONE GO!! ONE SEMESTER..

I told myself, this semester I HAVE to get the scholarship but NOT I WANT to get scholarship as I lost mine last semester. I was so disappointed with it although the overall result is satisfied. But yet, still lost my scholarship. sob sob..

This semester, I consider the whole University staffs and marketing department suffer a lot. The GRAND Opening for our expanded campus will be held at 23th August 2008, which is TOMORROW. I'm part of the Student Welcoming Group! I'll be the one standing there, waving the Jalur Gemilang(National Flag) to invite our VVIP, Chief Minister and his wife as well as other VIPs. Actually our Prime Minister, Pak Lah, is coming. However due to the election thingy and some political issues, he's confirmed not coming but will send his representative here. The numbers of VIPs are over 1000 of them I think. It will only be happened once in my whole life, Century of Swinburne. Wow!!

Clap Clap!!! Cheer Cheer!!

Although just a small part of the working committees and students, Me, I was quite busy as well. Attending all the rehearsal and briefing when its time for dinner. The ppl in charge said that is the chance for us to feel the feeling.. The feeling..er...er...so so lar.I hope the feeling tomorrow will be GREAT!!

Talking back to my semester 4, 2008. I can't imagine that I'm really a senior to junior. 1 more year, I gonna graduate. One year, 365 days however only 2 more semesters to go. Time is shooting fast. I hope time can go slowly so I can do everything perfectly as I think 24 hours per day for me is really really not enough. After reading and scanning through all the subjects outline given, my time will be VERY VERY pack. I got tons of assignments to finish within 14 weeks before my final exam. I'll be spending more of my times with books, computers, internet, newsparer, library but NOT HOME!!! How interesting will be if my home(in Bintulu) is located at Kuching or my University is located at Bintulu. Wow!!! Aircond when I was hot, Widescreen TV to watch my favourite drama, Kitchen when I was hungry, Room when I am tired and BIG wardrobe to tidy up everything of mine.

Ah!!! There is not time for me to dream so much. It's 3am and I shall sleep now. Preparing for Swinburne Sarawak Grand Opening tomorrow. More pictures will be uploaded after the ceremony. Can't wait to meet my friends and buddies tomorrow as we will wear the same costumes, working in the same group.

Sheena, Jacq, Grace, Bao Qing, Song, Cyntia,Jesper..See ya tomorrow..haha!!!

Johnson, Yieng, Shirly, Irene, Eric, Keith, Beng, and all the choir members, Good luck for your performance..

Last but not least, Good night to HIM!! Oink Oink..

miss you lot, ling..

Happy 1 1/2 year anniversary to us..

standard line..

恶梦走开！！

2008-08-10T12:20:00.000-07:00

我累了！每晚被恶梦打扰让我真的吃不消。

最近，
我面对的很多很多事我发现我越来越吃不消
我根本没办发像以前一样萧撒，可以做我自己想做的决定。
我做每一件事都要想到我身边的每一个人。

不过，
谁来想到我？
我学会了控制我的脾气，学会成熟一点，学会忍耐。

但是，
这不是让人乘机欺服我。
我不大声不代表我怕因为我真的累了。
如果握为了怕输而每天都大声说话，我真的真的很累。
我想要的是很简单的东西。
简单的生活简单的环境简单的问候简单的伴侣
在我最无助的时候我只要你的声音一个肩膀
我真的真的很累了
我没力气再大声说话了我没力气去要赢任何一个人一件事
但是我不会放弃
我把每一件事当作是对我最大的考验！！
只要我创关成功，我一定会比别人强！

姗姗
收起泪水和恐惧
虽然没人在你最无助的时候帮你陪你
相信自己
你行的！！

别哭！
这会让人看清你的弱点！
在不行都好，撑下去。

希望他的肩膀永远在身边！！
好想你哦，玲

*untitled

2008-08-10T11:55:00.000-07:00

It is 2.55 am now. I just awoke by a nightmare. It really makes me sleepless and helpless.

I hate suffering in this kind of situation. No one there is really helping me. Got fooled and scolded all the while. The purpose I like to go out is because I really don't dare to stay alone for so long.

Im tired of everything. Pressuring me alot on my study and maintain my relationship (family, love and friends). Nothing expected I got. All the unexpected I got. I tried hardly to be good but why never get appreciated!

I'm a gal. Basically a helpless gal somehow, i dunno how, with problems. I wish to know why BUT i was failed in getting all the answers I want. I'm coward. I never dare to stay alone. This is my real behaviour since I was still a little gal. I scare of dark due to my bad experience in my primary school life. I hate to lose due to the pressure of people's words. So I pressure myself a lot in doing whatever thing. I'm always escape from argue with him or friends because I've tired of arguing. Being scolded and teased at the same time is SUCK for me.

I want to find a person who really there for me to rely on. A shoulder that always stand by for me to lean against. I found it. But I almost lost it. I'm trying so hard to grab it, avoid it from losing. I try to be independence but yet I need help and TIME..

I NEED YOU!! This is what I can say now. I really can't sleep. I cant even count how many nights I need u in midnight and how many nights I was suffering sleepless nights and nightmares. I hate that kind of situations, that kind of feelings. I cant even measure how much I wish to see you everyday and how much I miss you. I cant even measure how much I wish to grab a hug from you. Grab the power of strength and brave from you like previously.

This is the first time I feel this kind of feeling. Frightening, scary, helpless and lonely. There come together at the same time. I gonna copy the lyric of one song, "all I want is you".

Unpredictable lonely

2008-08-07T04:44:00.000-07:00

Happy Chinese Valentine to every couples in the world!!!
Happy Chinese Valentine to my couples friends and ling!!!

Why unpredictable lonely?
My school started this week. It is going quite well. I have no class today. Its kinda tiring and boring. The moment I wake up, study myself, wait 4 lunch, wait for call. Then study again.

NOW..
nth to do. Facing my laptop, watch movie but with blank minded. I wish to see him.

Alex, I answered it already...

2008-07-27T11:19:00.000-07:00

Back to blog. Realise that Alex asked my to answer these..Satisfy with the answer, dino?

1) If your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
- Sad of course..But I'll be angry.. Hate him and never give him a chance no wonder how he beg me..

2) If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
-Finish my Ph.D study, success in career and stay forever with my Darling.

3) Are u sleepy now?
-Nope. Because I'm missing him a lot. And checking my mail.

4) Are u confused with what lies ahead of you?
-Confused? Lies? Which one u want?

5) What's your ideal lover like?
-Caring, Loving, Independence, Understanding, Patient

6) Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
-Loving someone consider blessed. But for me I prefer being loved by someone. Enjoy the feel of caring by someone.

7) What is the one thing that pisses you off about the opposite sex?
-Erm...Impatient? Never tidy himself neatly.

8) How far will you go for the one you love the most?
- Very far! XD.. I'll love the one I loved more than one day he loves me.

9) Is there anything that makes you unhappy these days?
-Yes. *god bless to her..

10.What is your favorite fairytale of all time and why?
- Snow White. Cos I hate the witch..

4 person to do this survey.Answer these questions honestly~~ ( formalities )
1. Tiong
2. Jacq
3. Tyng
4. Johnson

1 ) Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
-Nope. Only when I got my own income.

2 ) Describe urself in one word.
-Quite numb..stupid..however, like to laugh

3 ) Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
-The one who really love me..

4 ) Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?
-Yes. Of course..

5 ) Does it feel good to love?
-Yes. But make ones becomes dependence..

6 ) God is giving u just 5 more minutes to live, IF you love someone special what will you say to that person?
-I love you! Please marry me..XD. But I'll prefer keep quiet after that by keep hugging him.

7 ) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you??
-You're regret..

8 ) Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
-Never. Cos my destiny will come to me on time

9 ) What' your opinion about someone who's jealous?
-Stupid. Never believe me..

10 ) What can you say about playboys/playgirls?
-Better become monk or nun.

[[ * PART 2 * ]]

1 ) Best place to cry?
-In someone hug that I wish a lot..

2 ) Who do you love the most?
-The one I love..hihi...

3 ) Tell us ur dream last night?
-Still alive when I wake up the next day

4) Ever hated someone so bad?
-Yes..Backstepper

5 ) The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
- Previous relationship "Teaching maths" but doing other things..SHIT!!

[[ * LAST PERSON... * ]]

:: had a beer with?
- nope

:: went to the movies with?
- nope

:: talked on the cell phone with?
- ~ling

:: u hugged?
- HIM!!! XD

:: u yelled at?
- Shout!!

[[ * IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU...* ]]

>> Kissed sumone?
- HIM!!

>> Sing/sung/song?
- Yes. Whenever I free..As well as on call

>> Danced crazy?- Yes. when I try to release my tension and my bad mood

// Think of the last time u were angry, why were u angry?
- Treated unfair

// You will die in 3 mins. Last call?
- HIM!

// If you could do anything OR wish anything, wad would it be?
- Have good communication with friends and ling.

// Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?- no. been blackmailed

// Are you old fashioned?
- Nop,update slower than others

// What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
- Both

// What things would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
- Private..

7 Facts About Me
1. Bad temper
2. Stupid/Numb
3. Like to depend on someone I love
4. A bit Clever too
5. Like food and drink
6. Love music
7. Clumsy

7 Things That Scares Me
1. Dark
2. Drunken man
3. Lonely
4. Lost contact with someone for more than 2 hours
5. Forgotten by someone in school
6. No1 fetch me back home from any place
7. No friends

7 Songs Playing in My Head Lately
1. 发如雪
2. 一首简单的歌
3. 勇气
4. 再见
5. Starry Starry night
6. 对你有感觉
7. 你是我的眼

7 Valuable Things in My Life
1. Family
2. Friends
3.Darling
4. Handphone
5. Money
6. House
7. Knowledge.

7 "First Time" in My Life
1. Love study
2. Kiss
3. Hug
4. Golf (3 Years Ago)
5. Having camera Hp..
6. Birthday with friends and him..
7. Cry because of happiness

7 Words/Things I Always Use/Say
1. Haha..
2. Ya kar..
3. Ish..
4. Aiyer..
5. Wei.. Wei... Wei...
6.Thank you...
7. Paiseh..Sorry

I want to be HACKER!

2008-06-21T03:37:00.000-07:00

I wish to be a HACKER! The hacker that can hacks into people mind. Try to know what are they thinking.

It is very difficult and tough and HARD when thinking what are people thinking with blank minded.

Besides that, it will be wonderful if human brain has built-in bluetooth system. So that, if ones want to understand what the others are thinking about, he/she can just one the bluetooth and search the devices that wanted to know. (haha)

Happy Birthday to Ivy

2008-06-17T08:00:00.000-07:00

Finally, the END of the WAR!!

I finish my final exam. And Im quite satisfy with my overall performance. Yippie...Hopefully there is miracle for me...hihi...

Today is my happiest day of my life. This is the first time I got such a surpricing birthday party from my friends. Thanks a lot to Ling, Jocelyn, Alex, and KCK (hihi)!!

Everything start from a normal dinner. Everything is normal after we reach to Point One. A lifestyle cafe where people can sing and have drink or gathering with their friends. I was listened to the song seriously and I realised that there is one gal is also celebrating her birthday.

Happy birthday to her too...

Everyone sing birthday song to her. Including me..Then that gal makes wishes and blessed by her friends.

After that, is MY TURN!!!

Ling decides to cut the cake. And for sure I can't wait to see how's my cake looks like. The shape of the cake gives me a big big big BIG shock!!! And the cake attracts everyone attention at the cafe.

The cake looks like this..TURTLE...Nice!! The cake is delicious too...

Everyone in that cafe sing birthday song for me. Include my ~ling and friends. Memorable..

The present from Jocelyn. Very Very special and touching.

She draws everything her own.. And it is SO CUTE!!!

And this CD shows everything about me. My life in Kuching. And it is all "home-made". Thanks A lot, goo..

At last, I would like to thank them to give me a memorable night. This is my first birthday party celebrate with you guyz. Of course, thanks ~ling.

Thanks, ling..

Love ya...

ivyshan.blogspot.com

2008-06-10T06:20:00.000-07:00

Ivy is sad now.

Ivy is upset now.

Ivy is not happy now.

Ivy need someone around for her now.

Ivy is facing big trouble.

Ivy is sitting for her final exam.

Ivy still have 3 subjects to go.

Ivy need him!

Ivy need YOU!

Ivy is trying to get rid of the sadness.

Ivy is trying so hard to make herself happy.

Ivy is trying to stand on her own foot.

Ivy is trying not to rely on other people.

Ivy is working so hard to reach to her target.

Ivy is almost succeed but Ivy is being pull back to the starting point.

Ivy just simply need a shoulder for her to lean against.

Ivy is sick.

Ivy is dizzy.

Ivy ate the medicine but gonna start to study soon.

However,

Ivy still tend to blog here.

Because,

Ivy need people accompany.

Simply,

Ivy just need time to rest so as to solve every matter she met.

Ivy is going to cry.

Ivy is not allow to cry.

Ivy is Ivy.

Ivy is yvI.

Ivy is THE HAPPIEST GAL WITH THE WONDERFUL MEMORY!

Ivy want my laughter back.

Ivy want to smile anytime anywhere (even in toilet)

Ivy miss him a lot now. Ivy miss ling a lot now.

1 Down 3 TO GO!!

2008-06-10T06:19:00.000-07:00

Marketing Planning done.
Comment: Its fairly easy. Not enough time to finish it.

I am in Uni library

2008-06-10T03:37:00.000-07:00

1.Real name => Ivy
2.Nickname => 33, okui, elephant
3.Married => No
4.Male or Female => female
5.Highschool => Swinburne
7.Short or long hair => consider long consider short
8.Are you a health freak => No
9.Height => 148cm (proud of it,man)
10.Do you have a crush on someone => yes
11.Do you like yourself => of course

FIRST'S
12.Piercings => 2
13.Righty or Lefty => Both
14. First surgery => None
15. First piercing(s) => 18
16. First person you see in the morning => Myself. Cause i sleep alone
17. First award => Kindy
18. First sport you joined => Badminton
19. First pet => rabbit
20. First vacation => Miri
21. First concert => Local singers

CURRENTLY
23. Eating => Nothing
24. Drinking => Cola
25. I'm about to => fighting for my Final exam :D

YOUR FUTURE
26. Want kids => considering
27. Want to get married => of course
28. Careers in mind => Businesswoman

WHICH ONE IS BETTER
29. Lips or eyes => eyes
30. Hugs or kisses => both
31. Shorter or taller => now is better and best for me
32. Romantic or spontaneous => spontaneous
33. Sensitive or loud => loud
34. Trouble maker or hesitant => hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER
35. Kissed a stranger => never. I would rather kiss the toilet seat
36. Drank bubbles => =_=
37. Lost glasses/contacts => always
38. Ran away from home => thought before
39. Liked someone younger => yes, of course
40. Liked someone older => yes
41. Broken someone's heart => ya. but not purposely..Sorry to him
42. Been arrested => no
43. Cried when someone died => sure
44. Liked a friend => Yeah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
45. Yourself => oh yeah
46. Miracles => always
47. Heaven => yeah
48. Santa claus => nope
49. Angels => oh yeah oh yeah

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY ~*
50. Is there one person you want to be with right now => YAYA!!!
51. Do you believe in God => yes
52. Tag 5 people => Avery Wee, Johnson, Tiong, Alex, Aldrin

*untitled 2

2008-05-19T03:00:00.000-07:00

The first time I feel how fail am I. I'm such a failure.

Chai Shan Shan is just a failure. Until today I know I'm a failure. Whenever I meet problem the first reaction is cry then action. But since I will take action why should I cry!!! Might as well hit the wall and damage the room.

Cry, a wonderful weapon for female. Frankly speaking, I never take cry as my weapon. I just use it as a way for me to express my mood. No one listen to me. What I get is just a job an 'arahan' a command to do all the thingy which is not my business. But what I can do? Reject? Get scolded..Get complained. I'm strong but weak as well. I can't stand for such scoldings and complaint everytime. I might collapsed as well.

Today, a wonderful holiday to everyone, a helly day for me. I collapsed. I could hardly smile since I woke up early in the morning. I slept at 4am, wake up at 7am. How do I expect myself with a smile. I just a failure in giving a small fake smile the whole day.

Get pissed off from friends calls. Willing to find someone to talk with but unluckily I chose the wrong time. I'm sorry for him. But after I made call just now, FINALLY, I realised that I just a 100% failure. No one I can talk with now. I can't cry. I have to stop my tear falling down. I've to keep myself strong with any obstacles I meet. I won't ask for help. I don't want to be the nuisance for anyone, someone or even everyone. But doesn't mean that you can take the advantages to bully me. Recently me is DEAD!!! I'll make myself another person.

Won't be scary and harmful but anti bully. I have to be strong. I have to show my ability to hit all the enemies down.

I want to be a successful girl after this failure. This time I fell down so seriously. I must wake up myself and be success. Put more effort in again and be a successful girl next time.

Happy Mother's Day

2008-05-11T08:18:00.000-07:00

First of all, HAPPY MOTHER's DAY to my mummy, to my aunt, and to everyone's dearest mummy...

Last night, I went to a dinner organised by FOOK KHANG VEGETARIAN RESTAURANT,福康素食园 and a music school, which I really don't it Englist name, 何康伟音乐学院. The theme for this dinner is Parent's Day. At here, I wish my daddy and mummy stay lovely and sweet, healthy and wealthy.

I got the random pictures for the dinner. And I adore the performance by the students and teachers there. Make my finger feel like tickling on my leg as if I was playing piano too.

The stage. And I was just sit right in front of the stage. Mean that, I can't play, laugh too much and must turn my hp to silence mode as my ringtone is so funny.

The VIP at our table. My uncle and my aunt.

The only drink serve. The tea, which is make from the purple leaves..I don't what is that thingy. It tastes sweet but weird for me.

Another Main actress on my table. My niece. She just like to do posting.

The menu for that night. Overall is nice but I dun really try all. Cos some of the vegetarians stuffs do not suit my taste.

The first dish. Which I like the most.

The performance by this little boy attract all the audiences attention.

The organizers of the dinner.

I was so enjoy looking at his performance. He owns the music school.

I enjoy watching to all the music instruments performance that night.

Its kinda late. Is time for me to sleep. Good night to everyone. Last but not least, HAPPY PARENTS' DAY to my dearest daddy and mummy. I love you.. One more year, I'll be back and I'm sure you will be proud of me. Miss ya..

Happy birthday to aurelia..

miss you ling..

One Down...Presentation DONE!!

2008-05-06T02:18:00.001-07:00

Finally my first formal representation for Market Behaviour DONE!!

This is our presentation topic..Chanel No.5

Yipee... I think our group did a great job, and I think others as well...congratez...

However, I took some random pictures of these...

3 of us before the presentation...

Me and Tyng before the presentation..Release Stress and Tension..

Caution!!

CONTINUE THIS IF YOU ARE ABOVE 18 YEARS OLD..OR ELSE... ... ...I'm SORRY

There is one group among our classmates present on Durex..Erm, I name this group at WWW.

They bring the sample to the class on what they will present..And this makes our class lotz of fun.

Ahem... This is the SAMPLE..which give me a big shocked....

Someone open it...Oh my goodness...

Has lotz of fun during the presentation today..

Anyway, have a nice day to everyone.

New LInks Are Added

2008-05-05T20:29:00.001-07:00

I've added new links in my bl0g. Is all about Singapore Movie and some artists blogs..

I found that is so interesting. Feel free to go and read it..

Snap Shots...

2008-05-05T09:20:00.000-07:00

Nothing much to talk about today. However, as usual, sickening and tiring months...

Del, what are you thinking of???

Andrew, say "Cheese"...

The table I used to study at library today..

Kesian Keith.. You look so tired...

The 1st time I feel the food in the cafeteria satisfy my hunger after 18 hours starving..

Nothing special happening today. But I hope my assignment can be done as soon as possible..

Cheer up, Shan shan =)

Why? Why is HIM?

2008-04-30T08:34:00.000-07:00

People will ask why is HIM?
Even as a gal themselves, they will ask themselves, WHY IS HIM?

I got my own answer already.
Why is HIM? *other than destiny

He is the only one I can talk with without pressure stress. I have my own mood, my own private problem. I would like to share with someone I trust most so as to make myself feel better. Family and friends do around us everytimes. But will you tell them everything. I bet you won't. You will talk to someone you trust with. Whenever I met any problem or I'm sad, I would only share my problem with him. Although sometimes he can't help me too, at least, he is a very very good listener. Dislike others, thinking that its just useless or action_ing, its yet true.

He cares me a lot more than I expect. He just like part of my family. Whenever I met any problem, he will try his best to help me without asking for rebate. When I need someone, he will always be the only one come to me first. He is just an ordinary guy, but different is he will make me laugh out loud or smile sincerely.

Don't ask me why. It is like that. He cares me more than you people are. He knows what am I thinking by looking at my face. And he is the only one who can read 90% of my mind without asking me. Spending money or anything is not workable for me. I just need someone who will care me a lot and listen to me whenever I need it.

Finally

2008-04-17T06:20:00.000-07:00

FINALLY...

I realise something finally.

Friends are always besides me whenever I was helpless.

And HIM!!

When I was sad, he will feel hurt and angry behalf of me.

When I was helpless, he will always try to spend sometimes to help me.

When I was happy, no matter how tired he was, how moody he was, he will at least smile to make me more happier.

When I was sick, he will concern about me a lot no matter how busy he was.

When I was lazy to do my job, he will scold me and stop me from being lazy.

When I was boring, he will try to do something or find some activities to kill my time.

When I need him by my side, he will always there for me.

I miss the moments we talked at my house car porch. He sent me my biscuits. We have a short talk downstair before he went to his friend's house. Don't why I feel so happy and relax when we were chit chatting there. We crapped a lot. Laugh smile happy.

He is almost part of my life. He is another closest person with me other than my family at here. There is always a shoulder for me to lean on whenever I need it.

There is no much more I can said.

Last but not least,
Thanks a lot for everything. I appreciate everything you did. Really Thanks a lot.

p/s..miss you a lot!!

Untitled

2008-04-14T11:35:00.000-07:00

I've abandoned my blog for few months ago. I really can't recall why I did my last post. But this post will be *untitled*. It is because there will be lots of words and words and thingy inside my post.

As usual, I'm now doing my Year 2. This semester I feel so challenging with my study. Assignments and quizes as well as test everytime. But I never feel tired with the assignments or tests given. This is because I think that this is my own time and moment to study. I think most of the people will agree with me. In University life, all the teenagers are becoming mature and outgoing. Unlike in secondary, once we are free from the assignments and tests, we will just declare holiday for ourselves. We will go hang out with friends or spend our times with our loves on. The same goes to me. Whenever there is assignment or test, I would really stress myself by tying my hair up to the ceiling to finish my assignments or my revision everyday. However, I would declare myself holiday to spend my time by watching series or meeting friends as well as my love one.

However, this year, I discover a study method that it is useful for me and I think is suitable for all my friends as well. And now I feel like sharing this method.
1. Whenever there is an assignment given by our lecturer, appreciate it. Cos this is the only time you will flip over and over your course notes and reference books. From here, you can learn few words or even few points.

2. Try to give yourselves 30 minutes to prepare for the class next day. This will indeed let you understand easily and adsorb faster in the class.

3. Never stress yourselves in every obstacles you meet in the study. Take it easy. Everything will solve in the end.

4. Last but not least, declare yourselves a holiday every fortnightly. This will help you to refresh your brain after 2 weeks hardwork. *but not delete everything in your mind.

With the above study method, I found that it is workable on me. So how do you think?

It is 2.47am now. I'm sleepless. I'm now enjoying my mid term holiday. However, I never feel happy with my holiday. It seems like there is still something ruin my mood daily. I've tried and put so many efforts to overcome this kind of feeling. But it still not working. I would like to tell "him" that I will never forget how "helling" i get scolded that day. Thanks a lot for your scoldings. From this I learned a lot and I finally realize and know everything. No worry. I will be strong and one day I will let you be proud of me. Proud that I can do something independently without you, you and you.

However, whenever I was upset, fei fei will always accompany me from time to time. He never scold me for acting stubborn but help me up whenever I was sad. This is when I have a shoulder to lean against. Feeling the warm and care outside my hometown. Although sometimes he cant really do anything to help me, however, he will try to make me smile whenever my tears dropped. Although he was sick or not feeling well, he will always try to make me smile as he said, fei fei will never let afei cry. He will always come out with jokes to make me smile or even laugh as loud as I can. But Fei Fei, I would like to tell you that, do you realize that, my tears drop easily. This is because warm and care from you let me feel so touch. I won't say I can't live without you. But I will say I want to stay with you forever.

However, this 2 weeks I learned a lot of thingy. The most important one I learned to take care a sick person. I'd learn how to cook a tasty grean pea soup with barley as to get once heat off. I've learned how to give emergency help when someone needed. Previously I will think that by paying money to get the medicine will cure once sickness. But now, I feel that concern by the love one is the basic way to help the patient. But for sure don't make it very lengthy. haha..The most important, I learned how to be independence and protect myself. But last but not least, always remember that friends are always besides.

Anyway, I think I should stop this *untitled* here. Will try to update my blog frequently. And wish me good luck. Gambate to myself. Good luck to all my friends and classmates.

*ling, I miss you a lot.

School starts =)

2008-02-26T03:16:00.000-08:00

Finally, after 3 months of waiting and holiday and playing, school starts.

I'm in Year 2 now. Just suddenly "up-level" to the status of senior for most of the new comers. Not much different compare to last semester, we still have to face the same people, same friends, same lecturer, same timetable. But one small different this semester is we no need to go to school during the registration, stay in a long long queue for registration. The student admin has do everything for us. What we have to do is to take the invoice and pay the money..

Nothing much today.

*will be updated soon =)

I HATE TODAY

2008-01-13T00:39:00.000-08:00

I can't describe my mood today. But I HATE TODAY!!

Today is so empty for me. I'm totally in bad mood now. I don't how to smile. This is the first time I go out driving without any destination in very high speed. This is the first time I can't find my route to go back home.

I'd waited the call and the message the whole day. Every seconds, Every minutes Every hours and Every moments. I never blame for waiting. Just feel so empty empty the whole day. I wish to talk with someone. At least I can feel better. I failed.

I'm now at Bintulu and far far away from Kuching. This is the first time I feel the distance is so so so so so far that I can't reach by calling using cellphone.

I think I gonna change my behaviour. Sometimes I don't think that sincerity help a lotz in everything. I gonna remember every people around me. Remember their behaviour. And treat people differently. This will cause less trouble.

1 down 3 to go...

2007-11-19T07:01:00.000-08:00

Finally, one done...
eventually just finished my first paper--Microeconomics..

The paper today is not as tough as what I though earlier. Today I woke up so early at 5.30am( actually was awake by a nightmare) I just turning around on the bed because Im lazy to wake up. However, I still woke up and took my bath..

Unusually(hiak hiak), I cooked my own breakfast today. After that, I went to school to do my last preparation for the war.. 1st war.. All my coursemates were so stress with the study while fell asleep in the library. I did finish study everything but I always think that I dun study enough. I wish I could sit for the paper faster so that it won't be so suffering, waiting for the time to pass.

Finally, is time for the test. The moment we were recommended reading the exam paper, I was so shocked that the question I spot were tested. I smile at the paper and said" yes"
(kinda lame right?)

*NOW
I just reach home after study with my friends in school. Feeling a bit empty and tired. Sit in front of other's laptop starting to type sth. It may be meaningless, however, it is a way for me to release my stress. Now I was to wondering, tomorrow want to go to school or not..

YES? NO? think think think...

anyway, just continue thinking first. Decide everything when I wake up tommorow..

Play after the presentation

2007-11-10T08:34:00.000-08:00

I gonna detroy it...hiak hiak..

Too hungry..Eat it!!!

Was caught stealing the drink..

Stop pulling me, Wui jie...

BANG!!!!

Great Job,buddies...future civil engineer..

2007-11-10T07:10:00.000-08:00

After two or less weeks of hard work, sacrify the sleeping time..This morning was the last fight for all my buddies majoring in Civil Engineering model presentation. Everyone had done a great job. The model are so beautiful and fantastic. I think the government should take their plan into consideration. Their plan on renovating the Waterfront in Kuching.

Congratulation to all of you!! =)

Today I went to watch the presentation as well as to support all my buddies there. All of them were damn so stress as this is also counted as their final exam. Erm..just feel like to share some pictures I took today. *will be updated if there are something extra.

James Brooke from Jordan Wu Jie.. He got a nice posture..Fort is behind it.

Proposed Bontanical Garden from Jordan's group. The scale is only 1:500. It is so nice

The overview of Aldrin and Johnson group model. The scale is the smallest among the 5 groups. It is only 1:1000.

The Ford Margherita from Aldrin's hard work. It is proposed to be the one of the place as to attract the foreigners again. Surrounded with garden.

My thumb is even bigger than it. How can you do that, Aldrin?

I gonna take away the Fort Margherita..hiak hiak.. XD

I gonna destroy it..

Final Exam!!

2007-11-09T02:57:00.000-08:00

Final exam is approaching..

Gonna abandon my blog(although i do so nowadays) because have to prepare for my assignments as well as my study..

Going crazy. This whole week don't sleep until 15 hours because of study..
I think this coming weekend I have to sleep more. If no I gonna collaps..

Good Luck to Shan Shan for her Final Exam..

My Friday

2007-11-02T09:17:00.000-07:00

Since I have no one let me to share my happiness today, so I decided to share it on my blog to all my friends and visitors.

Today, I did something which I never did before. That is, I visited so many places in Kuching. It had been a great time with all my Swinburne buddies. Well, I gonna start from the first.

First, we went for archery. This is my first time to try this. Among all my friends, I so "glad" that, I'm the worst player. I can't even reach the target(the board) during the first few try. The Tauke at tat centre was so headache with me (I think) when he was teaching me how to play. I was so scared that will my hand broke and reach to the target instead of the arrow or will the rope hit my face when I released it. However, I managed to hit some but only 2 arrows hit to the board at least. XD

This is the normal or standard post to play archery.

However, this is my post. =_=

I think the sifu( the owner of this centre) is headache with me!!

Next, we went to Fort Margherita. This is my first time sitting on a sampan with all my friends to there. Although we had a long and tiring walk to our destination, however, we still enjoy a lotz during our journey. For your information, it is built in 1879 to guard Kuching’s river approaches from pirates. Named after Charles Brooke’s wife, Ranee Margaret, it is an extremely attractive and interesting building. The Fort houses a Police Museum, with fascinating exhibits of Brooke militaria, weapons captured during the communist insurgency, and the famous “laughing skulls”. As the Fort is situated within the police training barracks, visitors may be asked for some form of ID. Sampans go to the Fort from various Waterfront jetties.

All of us( me, Jordan, Kwang Yang, Aldrin, Tyng Tyng and Delwin)

After the trip to Fort Margherita, we went to Lake Park to have a small walk. The park is so nice and suitable for jogging. Even they are someone jog with the umbrella.(It was raining when we were there.) Besides that, we even saw some "different" scene at the park. Haha..what is the scene? Guess yourselves lar..

After the whole tiring walked, we went to Song Kheng Hai to treat our stomach. All of us are suffered with hunger. We have lots of fun the whole day. As for me, it is the first time for me to play archery, the first time for me to ride in sampan which is goyang goyang, and also the first time for me to reach Fort Margherita which we have a LONG walk to the destination. Walking up and down. Follow the road sign all the way in case we lost half way. haha..nice exercise for all of us today.

At night, I was totally tired. Even have to use my aunt OSIM iSQEEZ to massage my legs. Both of my legs are totally "heavy duty" today. However I think this exercise make me sweat a lot today(although it is really raining) and this will help me to sleep well tonight.XD

children!!!

2007-09-23T06:07:00.000-07:00

Last saturday, I went to Tyng Dance Academy to help my friend, Tyng Tyng as her new assistant was absent. It has been a long time I dun step into the dance academy and look after the children. So, I had taken pictures with these cute girls.

Gals..

me and Dilys..

With Shania..

With..a very quiet gal..

Michelle..

small little gal..Kelly..

Stars!!!

The 3 little gals..They are best friends to each other. Their average is only 3 1/2 years old..

梦晴，Pei xuan and Jocelyn..

the overview of the beginners I class.

Snap shots!!!!

2007-08-24T05:15:00.001-07:00

In school~~~
Keith is concentrating with his study. Irene, what are you looking at? *Sms-ing

Wei Tat is so busy with his works and Johnson is doing his research.

Everyone are so busy with either homeworks or assignments...BUT!!! AH YIENG!!! What are you doing??!!

Still can realise I'm taking her photo. With the laptop in front but doing another thing. *sigh =_=

When I was in my brother room. I did something as well.

I like the reflection of the mirror..1st pose..

Here come the 2nd pose.

Besides that, I took some funny views as well.

The pig is kissing him. Oh my goodness!!! However he accepted.

And here the consequence!!!

2 in 1 !!! haha... actually he becomes pig. Oh my goodness!!!

I got my new pendrive!!

2007-08-23T07:49:00.000-07:00

After losing my pendrive for few days, finally, I GOT A NEW PENDRIVE.

I am now not really worry who is taking my pendrive but just I'm so worry the pictures in my pendrive. The pictures are own by others. So, once again, PLEASE!! anyone who take my pendrive please don't split anything inside it.

Anyway, introduce to you , my NEW PENDRIVE..which is from him..haha...

TOSHIBA IGB Pendrive...

This is my GREAT GREAT GREAT SURPRICE from him, ling..

I think he was trying so hard to give me such a big surprice as he has to make me angry with him for the whole day and night.

Thanks a lot, ling. This pendrive will accompany me all the way in my study. I would never leave it alone anymore. I love it so much. And tonight you really give me a big big surprice which make me really speechless and touching. Thanks.

I lost my pendrive...

2007-08-23T07:22:00.001-07:00

I lost my old beloved pendrive..Kingmax 1GB.

A very tiny slim small pendrive which I was proud of it when I got it. BUT, because of my carelessness, I left it at the computer at the computer lab. I LOST IT..SOMEONE MIGHT TOOK IT AWAY. The pendrive was already seriously injured. I even used tape to tape the body. I was so curious who will take such a spoilt pendrive. But luckily, I don't leave any important information inside just maybe some pictures that was save in my pendrive last time as a backup and I haven't delete it.

So please, anyone who got my pendrive, please don't split any pictures in there.

The last look of my old pendrive..

Nothing else..Just Feelings

2007-08-19T20:29:00.001-07:00

I wish I could graduate earlier so I can leave this place earlier. I can't really fit into the life here although I studied here for almost 2 years.

My Saturday.Im SICK.

2007-08-11T02:13:00.000-07:00

I'm sick finally. I has sore throat which make me lazy to talk or do anything.

Feeling no energy and lazy the whole day.

jus wake up. but still on my bed with my soft toy.

Before go to wash my face and brush my teeth, in front of the mirror..I look mature( old exactly)

After my bath with my nice and cute T-shirt on. Taking picture in front of the mirror. Im looked FAT and CHUBBY...

Neither efficient nor effective staff

2007-08-11T01:26:00.000-07:00

After a busy week of mine as the school reopen, n finally reach Saturday..WEEKENDZ....
Its really a busy week 1 as we have to deal with the timetable as there is clash after the amendment of the timetable is out. The timetable really make us into trouble. As we went to admintration, the staff were so rude and unpleasant.

There is even a staff tell us that :" We cant do anything. This is what we can do
me:"WHAT!! You guys change the timetable after we had registered the 1st day during the registration. And now there is clash in our timetable. Hey now, you guys are responsible to help us to solve this kind of problem."
Staff:"how bout like this? U guys so meet the lecturer.

Then the stuff was whispering with her colleagues:"so many complain this few girl."

Another staff came to us(hey someone gonna help us, I think). Who know even worse.
" We have 2000 students in S*******e. And everyone has only two hands."

Come on..Is that my problem? You are hired to serve us as the customer as well. You thought you guys are busy we are not ar? Because of the clashes, we can't attend the class. Who cause the clashes? You! man. Mind your speech.

I still remember the moment I step into this school for my foundation, all the staffs are so friendly and kind to help us. AND NOW??!!! What is happening..

You said that there is 2000 students in such a small school. Bear in mind that , we are going to move to the new campus lately next year. For sure there will be more than 2000 students. So how you gonna manage it? Student administration is open to serve the students who has any problem. If you think that this is not part of your job. Fine..Write and pass up your resign letter and lets other who is responsibility to do the job.

My Sunday

2007-08-05T00:49:00.001-07:00

wat is she talking about????

my uncle...sitting at the corner...read at newspaper...

introduce u to guys..my cousin from Taiwan..come here for intensive English class 4 1 month..will be going back to Taiwan nex week....

This is my Sunday...Hotz and bored...my aunt n grandma were behind making bun 4 us...so jus wait n wait....

im back..but I HAV TO CHANGE!!!

2007-08-04T23:15:00.000-07:00

since a month i abondon my blog...there is reason...haha..

i back to my hometown -- Bintulu...

jus come back to kch days ago...but this time i caused a lotz of problem....i duno y this time i cant manage it myself..i need help...but no worry...there is good news as well as bad news...

erm...so 1st of all i share my good news 1st...

1st, i got my new hp...Sonny Ericsson K75oi from my dear daddy n mummy...

my new house at bintulu is almost done...yeah...if not mistaken will move in b4 mooncake festival...

This is my new house look like...=)

The house i stay here is still in renovation.. but its almost done...seems nice but quite messy a bit during this time..looking 4ward for the neat home whn the renovation is done...

still under construction!!!!
Busy with the electric stuff...kambateh...

For sure i came back earlier is to register myself..I've done my registration for semester 2..mean tat.. i pass my sem 1..but another torturing life is coming to me...haha...cant wait to challenge...

The 4 subjects i take this sem...

after the good news, here come the bad news....

1st of all,the registration at campus drive me crazy.. the time table is messy enuf for me to arrange my time..haih...n the service during the registration is so improper n insufficient...oh my goodness....

wat kind of timetable is this!? it is jus one of the few PAGES...

2nd, the house i stay in nw( actually my aunt's house) is still in a mess...but fact la..renovation reali cause messy... will be ok in a short while...

temporary kitchen...everythg are squeeze beside the basin...

p/s i cant take the pic of the floor...cos the floor is "white" full of the cement dust...can u imagine hw i walk??? easy...wash my leg whnever i leave there n jus stay at upstair...

not only that, there are 8 people in the house and there is only ONE toilet..hv to fight for the toilet anytime..

Today i met a problem which is the 1st time i cant manage the problem of relationship n communication either with my cousin or anyone else well..this time i jus choose to shut myself down n piss myself off from anythg...maybe the "phrase" i always hear from tv is not wrong.. take less, wrong less; take more, wrong more; no talk no wrong... i think i hav to keep myself shut down....OFF!!

Lastly n eventually this morning as usual i'll call n wake sum1 up..n actually i dun even sleep the whole nite..as usual i'll be not in a mood..but this time i control myself n calm myself down...because of my immature and childish behaviour.. i caused a lotz of problem.....it is enuf for me to handle everythg tat come to me this few days...I'm TIRED!!!! and actually i dun sleep after tat call...erm.. nono.. i did sleep but at the las 2 hours b4 i wake up....10 sth...maybe im bit troublesome sometimes, but sometimes i jus wan to care someone sincerely through deep heart...it is a hard "assign" but im trying hard..maybe the way i used is wrong...you may dun like..my topic as " the happiest gal"--i thk hav to change..erm.. to the troublesome gal i think...i jus wan to make everyone around me happy n cheer..but i fail...dunno wat to do to help myself nw...

Anyway, i start to talk with a gal who i dun reali like b4... a very good start...i learn new thing from my hometown...y i hav to hate someone...we need friend not enemy...if i can forget wat she did to me b4, i can live happily...hate someone need energy....y dun i try to stay neutral n happily...maybe this is her style of talking n behaviour....if jus look jus at the good side of ppl thn u can communicate with thm easily...rite...yaya....

Tomolo start my torturing sch life...another challenging semester....cant wait to meet my coursemates n friends tomolo....

final exam........DONE!!!!

2007-06-26T01:17:00.000-07:00

my study week

2007-06-14T03:47:00.000-07:00

todayis thursday.. my study week is almost reach the end.. This means that my Final Exam is approaching~~~..How I'm gonna face the test as i have no enough preparation????

Tuesday ( 19/6/2007) Accounting for success..
What have I done...
I dunno actually. Just revise all the account statement, cash flow and ratio i done before...I wish one day before my exam, someone will give me the sample question for the final exam.. n I rather dun sleep oso nid to come out with the answer b4 the minute i enter to the examination hall...haih..=_=lll is hard to face this subject as i never get my balance sheet balance...i think this statement shud change the name...erm..change to Imbalance sheet...

can u imagine... whn u open the test paper, the question ask - Contruct an IMBALANCE SHEET as the year ended in 2007..wow... thn i think i can get the answer all the time...haih...

Wednesday (20/6/2007) Law in Global Business
i reali dunno wat i hv read this few days as i reali fns all the book n the sample answer for the extended activities provided...im stuck half way.. i dun reali get all the cases into my mind..as there is about 6-8 cases average for every chapter..n we nid to study for 8 Chapter..
Cases=6 x the chapter u hav read

solution...
cases = 6 x 8 =48

my goodness there is 48 cases to remember...we nid to noe about the facts of the cases, how the court held...is the plaintiff die in the end..my goodness...if i get high mark, i think i can be the lawyer loo...

Tuesday (26/6/2007)
1. Marketing concept..

Wat is marketing????
Wat is the 4P...
Product, price, place, promotion..
i jus finish 3 p..n hw bout the others..the marketing environment???the phylosophies, the orientation...my goodness... i think i gonna buy some make up stuff n foundation to cover the panda eyes within these 3 weeks...my goodness...

the last subject...
2. Quantitative Analysis...
It is exactly the same as the the mathematics tat i had studied in foudation... but this time, the scientific calculator. TI-83 comes in..cost me RM 500 to own one...but, make my maths even worse...im gonna die...my brain dun work..jus key in all the figures in the computer..thn press ENTER...
output comes out..

i reali not nid to memories any formula..n jus key the figures in according to the TI-83 requires...
wat m i doin...
is time for study n IM STILL BLOGGING here...

this time is my 1st time face my degree final exam...
i'm aiming for the scholarship...
i dun think i can put tat many hope this time.. but i will try my best...
Wish me good luck ya...
yea yea^^

c ya guy after final exam...
haha

try this up!!!

2007-06-04T19:48:00.000-07:00

What kind of season will you enjoy eating steamboat?

A. Winter ( To Qn 2)

B. Summer (To Qn 5)

C. No matter what season (To Qn 1)

1. Do you like to have some sauce on your food?

A. Like (To Qn 2)

B. Don't like (To Qn 5)

2. Will you add eggs in your steamboat soup?

A. Yes (To Qn 3)

B. No (To Qn 6)

3. If you find a cigaratte butt in ur steamboat food, what will you do?

A. Quarrel with the boss and request another new one. (To Qn 13)

B. Stop eating and just pay and go. (To Qn 10)

4. What is the main point ypu will consider for choosing a steamboat restaurant?

A. Famous ( To Qn 7)

B. Reasonable prices ( To Qn 8)

5. If the steamboat restaurant has a new product of steamboat, will you dare to try?

A. Yes ( To Qn 6)

B. No ( To Qn 8)

6. How many people do you like to have your steamboat meal with?

A. 2-3 soulmates ( To Qn 9)

B. A big group of friends ( To Qn 3)

7. If the steamboat restaurant is very crowded, will you wait for a seat or go to another place?

A. Wait ( To Qn 11)

B. Proceed to another one ( To Qn 12)

8. What kind of food you like to add?

A. Noodle ( To Qn 9)

B. Vermicilli "Tang hoon" ( To Qn 7)

9. Will you drink the soup first or finish all the ingredients in the bowl then drink the soup?

A. Drink the soup first ( To Qn 10)

B. Eat the ingredients first ( To Qn 12)

10. If the boss tells you that you must add some SPECIAL and ODD ingredient in the soup to make it more delicious, will you dare to add?

A. Yes ( To Qn 17)

B. No ( To Qn 13)

11. Will you drink a cup of cooling water after you finish this steamy hot meal?

A. Yes ( To Qn 15)

B. No ( To Qn 14)

12. When you are having your steamboat, do you put in your meat first or put in later?

A. Put it once the steamboat start ( To Qn 15)

B. Later part then put ( To Qn 11)

13. Do you like to put all types of food at one go into the steamboat or have it put in one type by one type?

A. All ( To Qn 17)

B. One type at a time ( To Qn 16)

14. What drink will you like to go with your meal?

A. Oolong Tea ( To Qn 16)

B. Plum juice ( Type A)

15. Do you like to have steamboat at home or outside?

A. Home ( To Qn 16)

B. Outside ( To Qn 14)

16. Will you mind if another customer is standing behind you, waiting for you while you are finishing your food?

A. Mind ( Type B)

B. Don't mind ( Type C)

17. You are already very full with your meal but the boss offer to let you have another steamboat meal, will you eat it?

A. Yes (Type D)

B. No ( To Qn 16)

RESULTS....

TYPE A

Shy, a bit of an introvert. You are more stubborn and like to stay alone quietly at home. To you, talking to strangers is a hard thing so you have not much friends. But you will still have some soulmates. You need to treasure people who care and love you. You are more interested in your own matters, you will try your very best to achieve your target. But you can't do everything alone, and just depend on yourself, learn to open up and accept other opinions. Try to get along with different people.

TYPE B

You are a more active person, drawing a clear line between happiness and unhappiness. You are more quick-tempered. If you encounter things you like, you will do it without second thought. But once you encounter things that you hate, you will wish to get out of it as soon as possible. As you are a person of your own views, the friends you tend to have will be of the same pattern. But once good friends, you will understand them a lot and go all the way to help then. Friends are very dependent on you. As you are too emotional, you may make a storm out of a teacup with your friends. You must learn to do things in order and not give up easily. You can try making friends with those you don't think you can get along with, don't stick with the same category. This will make you more popular and charming.

TYPE C

Gentle like a lamb. You have a high level of adaptance power, easy to get along with people. Very popular in social life but seems that no one will talk bad about you. You hate to have conflicts with people so you always try to adapt to everyone. You treat every person differently. To look at the bright side, you adapt easily. But to look at the dark side, you lack of character, although you are one big nice guy but you lack of charm. On the surface, you have a lot of friends but once you have troubles, you lack of soulmates to help you around. You must try to express yourself more and be more decisive. In this way, you can understand yourself more.

TYPE D

You are stubborn, like to go in circles and don't get to the point. Once you decide on something, no one can change your mind. You are a good leader in a group so you win a lot of trust from your friends. But as you are too persistant on your own thinking, you neglect other people's suggestions therefore you can easily make enemies. Although it is good to maintain your own character but it doesn't mean you totally ignore other people's thoughts and feelings. You will let people think you are hard to handle and you will lose friends gradually and may end up alone. You need to learn to accept other people's opinion. This will make your social circle bigger and you will understand yourself better.

2007-06-02T02:06:00.000-07:00

vain girls..haha...in the car...

Copyrighted?!!! haha....

all the red girls....

yeah..congrates to my friend

2007-06-02T01:54:00.000-07:00

my friend with her husband, Alex

1st June 2007..it's not only Gawai Day..but also my friend's engagement day... i wake up quite early n went to her house after bath n "makeUP" haha....

after having my lunch at her house, we all went to Friendship Garden to take engagement photoes and also our photos...the weather was reali hot n almost turn me in BBQ ivy...but i reali enjoy my time there..haa...

my mood nw..this moments

2007-05-29T08:30:00.001-07:00

cant imagine hw angry m i rite nw...keep on looking..

my conclusion to this case is..

~never give ppl chance for u to beg thm..u'll regret...

sometimes care bout other ppl feeling....stand at other ppl feet as well...

try to accept others ppl opinion and at least eldery ppl advice....

maybe sometimes im not wrong at all...never beg ppl....its SUCKS....

my school days......

2007-05-29T00:40:00.000-07:00

final exam is approaching...everyone are sooo hardworking tat u can c every corner of the library everyone are study...
im so lucky to take a place n sit down to study..not bad...haha....
after passed up my last assignment for this semester, finally, can put more attention on study liao...yea ^^

actually 2day, the happiest gal has not reali hav a good mood...but everythg still goes smoothly..if no i gonna burst out....*sob sob....
tis coming thursday i hav to sit for my accounting tute test 2...ratio...haih..
wish me luck ya...
gonna study...c soon..
haha...

happy happy me...

2007-05-27T05:40:00.000-07:00

wat make me so happy...
haha...im so easy to "satisfy"..haha..actually..today...
i went jogging with ling..the 1st time..haha...
although im bit lazy after tat...haha..but still manage to run at least 2 rounds i think..n walk for a few rounds...hihi....
feeling fresh n energised...
im oso happy tat ling dun break his promise as he promise me to rest enuff after work....
haha....
nex time whn free hav to exercise more....
this make me feel so healthy(=_=) after sweating....

tired

2007-05-26T07:48:00.000-07:00

today, Saturday..
as usual, i hav to wake up at 8..but TODAY..i OVERSLEPT..
IT WAS 8.45am..the moment i wake up...i think: I'M LATE...TYNG TYNG WILL KILL ME...
rushing for bath n rush to the dance academy..........
wow....I'M ON TIME... thanks god....
as an assisstant, after clean the place n dance flow..i hav to start my busy day...
doin account....help to guide kah hui..a cute ballet girl...

n join the the Modern Jazz class to get experience so nex time i can help tyng tyng as a professional assistant...yea...haha...
helping the beginners classes as well...but during the nex session...i slept on the sofa there....
=_=lll
I WAS EXHAUSTED!!!!
anyway..whn u c the children enjoy thmselves so much...even they jus give u a glance n after tat enjoy thmselves happily...tat is enuf for me to be "charged"..energised...haha...

my dayzzz.....

2007-05-24T04:51:00.000-07:00

today is reali not my days....i was kinda so unlucky enuf today...
during the lecture, dunno y, i was not in the position yet...
during my lunch time...whn i was willing to eat one piece of papaya...
cant imagine this will happen to me....i drop the whole piece of papaya b4 i paid it...
oh my goodness..........................................................
i was so clumsy enuf...tyng was reali kinda blur..n dunno hw to react...
all the guy at the table were in silent/ laugh /shocked/ surprice...
me, the troublemaker, laughing at the corner of the cafeteria....=_=lll
wat im so surprice was the workers at the kitchen behind were laughing louder than anyone of us...
haih...
at here, i would like to say sorry to everyone...
last but not least...sorry, miss papaya...

First time~~~

2007-05-21T08:10:00.000-07:00

i did a stuff tat i never did b4..im so proud of it... salute me...yeah...

the 1st time, i accompany ppl to clinic to visit doctor..since i never did b4..and b4 is someone who accompany me..haha..
2day, HE was sick..after my class, i accompany him to visit the doctor..since the weather is not bad, we went to hav a short exercise at Friendship Garden. but HE sweat a lot..is jus good for a sick ppl to sweat a lot..

as i reach home, something pop out of my mind..since HE was sick..i try my first time.. make him 2 bottles of homemade teh bunga...is smell nice indeed..but i think i dun put enuf sugar to make it sweet enuf.. i was wondering if there is any honey it will taste even nice n sweet...

after i fns making it, i was so satisfied with 2 bottles of homemade tea placing in the fridge..n waiting ling come to get from me..haha...

luckily, he dun complain anythg..haha...my 1st time... appreciate it la...dun hiam too much..haha...

since i was so successful during my 1st time.. nex time whn the weather is hot or not good, i shud make it to my family n friends as well...yeah...

Which one are u in??

2007-05-20T18:26:00.000-07:00

Im gemini...

Message:
Once you have opened this e-mail,there's no turning back. Below aretrue descriptions of zodiac signs,with traits from a book written 35years ago by an astrologic predictor.Read your sign, then forward iton, with your zodiac sign and label onthe subject line, This is real deal,try ignoring it, and the first thingyou'll notice is having a horrible daystarting tomorrow morning - and itonly gets worse from there..

SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Lovesto joke. Very Good sense of humour.Energetic. Predict future. GREATkisser. Always get what they want.Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative.Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luckif you do not forward.

VIRGO - The One that WaitsDominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants thelast word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal.Easy to talk to. Everything you everwanted. Easy to please. The one andonly. 7 years of bad luck if you donot forward.

LIBRA - The Lame OneNice to everyone they meet. Their Loveis one of a kind. Silly, fun andsweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet!however not the kind of person you wanna mess with ... u might end upcrying... 9 years of bad luck if youdo not forward.

ARIES - The LiarOutgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Notone to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Lovesrelationships, Addictive. Loud. 16years of bad luck if you do notforward.

AQUARIUS - Does It In The WaterTrustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser.One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceedyour expectations. Not a Fighter, Butwill Knock your lights out. 2 years ofbad luck if you do not forward

GEMINI - IrresistibleNice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in the you knowwhere... Lover not a fighter, but willstill knock you out. Trustworthy.Always happy. Loud. Talkative.Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to makeout. Has a beautiful smile. Generous.Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 yearsof bad luck if you do not forward

LEO - The LionGreat talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how tohave fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable.Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive.Attractive. Loud. Loves being in longrelationships. Talkative. Not one tomess with. Rare to find. Good whenfound. 7 years of bad luck if you donot forward.

CANCER - The CutieMOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal.Love is one of a kind. Very romantic.Most caring person you will ever meet!Entirely creative. Extremely randomand proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous.Great telling stories. Not a Fighter,But will Knock your lights out if itcomes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. 12 years of bad luck ifyou do not forward.

PISCES - The Partner for Life Caring and kind. Smart. Center ofattention. High appeal. Has the lastword. Good to find, hard to keep. Funto be around. Extremely weird but in agood way. Good Sense of Humor!!!Thoughtful. Always gets what he or shewants. Loves to joke. Very popular.Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of badluck if you do not forward.

CAPRICORN - The Passionate LoverLove to bust. Nice. Sassy.Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future.Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Alwaysgets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart. 24 years ofbad luck if you do not forward.

TAURUS - The TrampAggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a goodfight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people intimes of need. Good kisser. Goodpersonality. Stubborn. A caringperson. One of a kind. Not one to messwith. Are the most attractive peopleon earth! 15 years of bad luck if youdo not forward.

Ivy's Sunday

2007-05-20T04:56:00.000-07:00

blog-my tech-diary...=p
today, i wake up kinda early..almos t3n..hihi....but reali stress becos dunno wat to do...haih...
after my refreshing bath, i went to hav my small meal for my brunch-BReakfast + lUCH..haha..
thn nth to do...still dun hav mood to study yet...so jus keep on msging ling ling...
FINALLY..i got sth to do..out to walk walk with ling...
i was out with ling, tee, cow(tee's gf) to eat ice cream at sunny hill..the 1st time nearly cause me hav phobia with ice cream...a big box...wow....
after tat, we went to crown square to hav a walk..cant imagine 4 teenagers( almos 20 years old) still crazy the all the toys whc only suit 4 small smal children..anyway, having lots of fun at the toys shop...
sth come out from my mind, kids nwadays are so lucky enuf.. to hav so many selective toys for the childhood...
nex time my child should hav many toys to play....
but nw...i got to go..
out again with mybro....
say bye bye..

the happiest gal with the happy moment

2007-05-19T07:59:00.000-07:00

today, i reali be the assistant of tyng dance academy..i accompany a gal, kah hui, dancing during ballet class..learn modern jazz with cherry and a newbie..gan..
besides tat, i oso teach both beginners classes a nice dance name as Twinkle twinkle little star...
although it is tiring,whn u see all the kids are enjoying dancing and laughing, for sure, u will feel happy and relax...
wat is feeling so happy is not only teaching the small children but also ate a big corn of ice cream..(seems tat it is easy to make me satisfy)hihi...erm..also spend more time with darling at outside...
happy happy.. =)

but ling ling is sick.. flu...=(
drink more water ya, ling....
nee love ling...

Avery- The monster

2007-05-18T07:50:00.000-07:00

seems like everyone are reali agree tat avery is the monster ya...
avery..tell u liao...dun be so bad... everyone call u avery monster...haih...susah nak diselamat...

actually avery this guy quite funny n somehow bad la...dunno wat happen to him...seems like he "hates" me a lot...haih...wat hav i did wrong previously...my goodness...

ppl who noe both of us sure noe wat happen to both of us...jus like the mars hit with the earth...susah.... dunno whn will become peace....

monster avery...be angel^^

1st day in choir...

2007-05-18T04:10:00.000-07:00

today,
is my 1st day in choir..finally i realise tat y this club is booming up so fast..it is because of-discipline..
u cant imagine hw strict is the practise...
Irene-a gal who teach us singing today...stress a lot on us...she is jus a normal study gal...friendly and always with her smile on her face..but she is a serious gal during the choir practising...
with a strich "coach" like Irene.. with the friendly, responsible president...
no wonder Swinburne Choir Club is going up n up....
Keep it out- Swinburne Sarawak Choir Club...
i think i shud learn with this club as to handle my own club...haha...
my experience with all the members of choir in this club are so different...
whn they are not singing or performing..they are jus playful, friendly, naughty, helpful..
but once they are "controlled" by the music...they are all different...
"swimming" in the pool of music and nice gentle songs...
hw unity is this club.. this prove: Unity is the strength...
after today, i will be joining this club for the rest of my school life...
there is no stress, pressure, conflict...but only happiness, unity, enjoyful in this club...
i love u all... =)

my new blog

2007-05-17T05:24:00.000-07:00

hello..everybody.. i come out with my new latest blog..yeah...place 4 me to express my happiness n my anger to all my dear friends...

wat shud i talk bout me today..erm...ok...start from the most handsome guy in Swinburne..
There is a guy..walking slowly and steadily in the library..while all of us are sitting around a big table at the corner..

"attention!attentation! i saw a most handsome guy in tis world coming into the library..yeah~" =_=

Shirley:" who!who!who!"
"u though im talking bout who...I said Johnson la..."

all of us laugh so loud tat the librarian( tat we hate the most ) come out....

after tat...
"oh...the second handsome guy in this world after johnson..avery..."

haha( all laughing again) we are amos crazy...

but avery is not happy with his position...this monster...so susah la...he said if i call him the handsome guy..he wont be sad...

okok...no point.."handsome avery"

avery" yaya..u r rite.." ( Johnson start staring at me)

"CALL ME THE MOST HANDSOME GUY" ..
haih...handsome guy again...

Avery and Johnson reali the central of happiness...there is sure laughing and happy wherever they are...twin?g..?(oops..)

nw both of them are now fighting to win the position to win the funniest guy among themselves and Aldrin...haih...im wondering wat is the "prize" will the winner get..

but i think Avery win one position...The lamest guy...haha...(issit becoz of tat headphone?)

but, anyway..so happy i know this group of friends...like tyng, jacq,cuihan,judith, shirly, yieng,johnson,avery,keith,wei chiet,n lot more...if left out im sorry ya...

make my life in sch so unique...haha...

but im still wondering...wat is your rate on me ya...
1)pretty
2)cute
3)crazy
4)funny
5)irritating
6)annoying..
*multiple answer is allowed....
haha XD...

waiting for the answer ya....